sábado, 20 de septiembre de 2008

... happy b-day slov-fucker!!!! ...


Micha!!... I wish I could tell you this in person... but as I can't I'll just dedicate a post for you...
Happy bithday, my best wishes!!!

I hope you have somebody to drink a bottle of wine with... it's a pitty that I couldn't join you this year... but I have a present for you... you'll just have to imagine I'm singing them to you:
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SOMEWHER OVER THE RAINBOW (Ana's version)

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Somewhere over at 西門

we get drunk,

we drink whisky or wine,

depends on our mood that day…

….

We drink, get drunk, and runaway,

we go to Lava drink again oh no…

we get wa-a-asted

We drink an absinth shot at the bar

then go back to the end of line, that’s how

we get bla-a-ack outs.

….

Somewhe-ere we find a taxi

‘nd we go home

some times I go by my own,

don’t know where I left Michal…

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I'M A BITCH (Ana's version)

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I hate the world today,

got so drunk yesterday… don’t know what I did

I spent a million nts. …

my wallet looks so empty

that I think I want to cry,

I’m so innocent and sweet…

......

But take me as I am

I’m a good guy even when I smoke so much

I don’t care if they are saying

that I’m going to extremes

Tomorrow I will drink

and today won’t mean a thing

......

I’m a pussy,

I’m a thinker

I’m a fuckin’ slovfucker.

I get drunk, loose my mind

don’t know where I put my clothes

I wake up, don’t know where,

My “tatamis” are all wet

I think I even have some whisky in my glass…



my friend: get drunk, get stonned.... and get laid!!... xD
congrats!


sábado, 13 de septiembre de 2008

… Just for fun …

Well, I was kind of bored… so I started looking at my pictures, yeah, it’s what people call: Ego-trip…

I’ve been through a lot of changes in my image, I mean, my “look”… and here are few of them:

short, black and straight hair

same clothes, but long and BLONDE hair (can you believe it??)

I have no idea if this is red or pink-red =? (but what was I thinking?)


looong time ago

hmmm... it was... pinky-orange?... who knows!?

brackets!!!, hehe... I had them for 10 funckin' years... cool huh?

when I used to have a job painting kid's faces on parties...

black, blonde and red... I like it x)

ehem... cowgirl?? whata heck?????!!

it seems that I really like red

me, totally natural at Taiwan, my favorite!

then, as I'm crazy, I went to get my hair straight

and ended up with something like this

finally this is me right now... and yes, if you really pay attention on my eyes,
I was kind of drunk when I took this pic.. hehe

....
I think I'll try to find something else to do...
... see ya ...
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martes, 29 de julio de 2008

... hasta la vista ciggy! ...

Yeah... I’m not stupid, and I know how bad is a cigarette for my health… and yes, I know I’ll die very soon if I don’t stop smoking.

Of course there are many reasons to turn off a cigarette… but hey! It’s not that easy.

After almost 6 years smoking, I finally decided to stop it… at the beginning it was pretty easy, ‘cause I had this “swede” soldier, or should I call him bodyguard?, anyway, my boyfriend, and somehow he made it easy for me. You know, keeping me busy and cheering me up XD

… but now? Well, that time, when I decided not to smoke, I quitted for a month, maybe a little bit more. Then, of course I smoked again… Anyhow, I’m trying to quit again… but damnit, a beer without a cigarette is like… I don’t know, like a relationship without… sex?... maybe that was too much hehe, but something like that… and I love beer! =P

So… the thing is... people, don’t tell me how bad is to smoke, I know that! That’s why I will try to quit it again! (sorry Michal, I’ll become a deserter... again!)

And… ciggy: I love you very much, but it's time to turn you off!


sábado, 12 de julio de 2008

… Yes, I'm addicted to Asahi! …

What a beautiful picture... what a beautiful beer!!!

I’m sorry… it’s my first day out of Taiwan… and guys, I have to tell you all: I wish I could have an Asahi right on my hand in this very moment!

This is crazy! It’s 5:47 a.m. and I’m not sleepy at all! My sista, cousins, went to picked me up to the airport today, and we are staying in a hotel at Phoenix, and of course everybody is sleeping, everybody but me!

And considering that lately I haven’t sleep pretty well, I’m a little bit dumb (more than usual) and I can only think on drinking a cold Asahi at Marco Polo, or next to the swimming pool, who knows where, but an Asahi!... heaven’s beer!

I should be ashamed, ‘cause the ONLY thing that my sister asked me to bring her from Taiwan was precisely a can of Asahi, which I didn’t. Shame on me!

miércoles, 9 de julio de 2008

... one day and a half to leave! ...

I know!!.... I should be packing, 'cause I haven't finish.. but I just came back from Roxy99 (my last wednesday there)... and for those who don't know what it is, well... Roxy99 is a... hmmm... bar?, in Taipei. Every wednesday they have this unbelievable special "thing", there's no cover and by just getting in you have 4 free beers!!... like... what?, good music, no cover and free drinks.. is crazy!!..

And, as I don't feel like packing in this very moment, I'll like to dedicate this post to my friends and neighbors here in Taiwan xD ... I'm leaving!!!! Damnit! How come I didn't feel days passing by..?

I’ll miss you guys!!

Erik... It’s almost a month since you left to Sweden, and I have been missing you every single minute!

Thanks for so many good moments, for becoming my best friend, for listening to me all the time, for being there always and for shearing your life with me.

I’ll see you soon, you know? I’ll definitely go to into the wild with you one day, very soon (I hope). Te quiero mi sueco loco. 我愛你!

Michal!… my drinking friend and my favorite Slovak, the slov-fucker! xD

I’ll fuckin’ miss our fridays at 西門 (Ximen), and not only that, I’ll miss everything! Knocking on your door for a “ciggy”, going together to MP, singing I’m a bitch and Somewhere over the rainbow for you, waving at Starbuck’s together, our crazy February!! … even your stinky “tatamis”!!!

Thank you for making me feel part of your life, for giving me your friendship and for telling me so many jokes in Slovak hehehe, crazy pussy! I love you!!

Diana! My Russian! I bless that Saturday losers night when I met you and Yulia at Marco Polo.

Oh honey… I have so many things to thank you for. I hate saying good-bye to you, but I believe, I really believe, we’ll meet again (Mexico or Russia).

Sorry for being such a bad teacher! Hehe! And thank you for listening to me always, thank you for taking care of me all the time and for all your advices.

You know what I love from you the most? That you always tell me what you think, even when you know that maybe I’ll not like what you’ll say. You’re always honest, and, as a friend, that’s something that I’ll always appreciate. I love you hun!

Yuls!!! Yulia, my fuckin’ favorite Russian bitch and cosmonaut! Hehe, what a loooong nick name huh?

Damnit! I can’t believe that today you just called me from Bali! It’s a pity that I’ll not see you my very last day in Taiwan.

But you know what? I’ll send you that post-card from Sweden! Hehe, I promised to you, and I’ll do it (soooome day!) hehe!

Don’t forget that now I know all your secrets! Maybe I’ll use them against you some day?? Ok, you can shut my mouth with a tekila shot.

Crazy trip to Boracay, Philippines, together! I’ll never forget it bitch! Two bitches at the beach! Thank you! I love you very much!

Drága Zsuzsanna! My Hungarian-maniac!

I’m so happy that you moved into our flat and became our neighbor! Somehow I have the feeling that having you so near, made us be as good friends as we are now.

I will really, really miss seeing you dance! I tell you Zsuzsi, I love the way you feel music, because you know?, you make me want to dance as well =D

I’m sorry that we never did “that” the 4 of us ;) and I’m sure that you’ll find the right girl, if you really want it.

I admire you very much! You are a great woman, and a very hard-working person, you deserve the best! Szeretlek!! ÉN akarat elvét ön. (ß- is that correct??)

阿勇!! Ayong!! Hanguxeki! You are in Korea already =( It’s weird not having you here in Taipei, miss you lindo! 真的好想念你!

You promised me that you will go to Mexico, so you better keep your promises!

Thank you for making me smile all the time, and for listening every stupid thing that I wanted to tell you. You are really good friend Ayong, and you know? I told you: you are not the “quinto” for me ;) 你不是第五個!!!

I love Korean food, but as you say, I have to try the REAL one! So I’ll have to go to 韓國 to eat it right?

Ivory-la!!! My “Marfil” from Hong Kong!

Thank you, really thank you very much! For making me feel so special. I don’t remember, even once, that you let me down. Thanks for being there all the time Ivory. And I’m sorry if sometimes I wasn’t there for you.

You are very special for me too. I will never forget all that we shared. Thank you for giving me your trust! Thank you for sharing your feelings with me.

You have to promise me that you’ll study hard. You are a smart girl, but have to focus in your Turkish!!! xD Te amo Cremita!

Jing Jing! Yes! I know you hate me for uploading a photo hehe, but you had to be in this post.

After Diana and Yulia, you and Ivory were the next great friends that I met at MP.

You told me once that it was amazing how much we have changed. I do believe it as well. Somehow we are a little bit more mature now, but I still miss those days when we were just enjoying and not thinking too much about anything!

Thanks for being always so sweet with me. I think you’ll do just fine at the diplomacy environment… you’re beautiful, sweet and so intelligent! Good luck in NY! I love you!


Mr. Manzanito!!! or Enkhjiguur? Damnit! Could you at least have an easier name???

Mongolian!!! I’ll fuckin’ miss you! Remember that I hated you when we met, hehe, then you conquer me with your personality.

We haven’t seen each other too much lately, but I still count you as one of my best friends in Taiwan.

Thanks J, I’ll see you around right? Maybe one of these days you will surprise me and arrive to Mexico ridding one of your tinny Mongolian horses huh? xD ok Asian guy, I’m sorry, I couldn’t avoid it, had to mention the “horse” thing hehe! I love you very much asshole! Don’t forget me!

Lucas pelucas! My Taiwanese Nicaraguan!!!

Thanks for your friendship Lucas. Sorry if we didn’t practice more your Spanish! But I tell you, I find it amazing that you can speak so well. Don’t give up on that!

And you have to promise me that I’ll be the first one to get into your own bar. I believe in you. I know you can do it. As I know that someday you’ll visit me in Mexico.

Gracias Lucas! Te quiero mucho! Te voy a extrañar también =)

Marieta! My Austrian princess!

You have no idea how many things I have to thank you for.

Remember those days when I was like driving nuts because of… well… you know because of whom! Somehow we started sharing deep feelings and from one day to another you were already one of my best friends. Thank you girl, you made me hold on to him ;)

I feel sorry because at the end we weren’t really seeing each other. I miss talking about anything with you, studying at Starbuck’s and drinking a cappuccino.

Keep on touch! My best wishes are always for you! I love you my pincess!

Alcaraz! Pinche moco jodón!, a tí qué te wa andar escribiendo en inglés! Jodes?!

Cabrón, te quiero un chingo! Gracias wey, sabes? Los primeros meses aquí en Taiwán fueron al chingazo, gracias a ti. Yo sabía que te buscara cuando te buscara estabas ahí siempre pa’ mi.

Extraño nuestras platicadas silenciosas en tu “patio trasero” animalito. Eres la única persona, Alejandro, con la que puedo estar así, simplemente “estar”, sin necesidad de una sola palabra. Recuerdo muchas, pero de verdad muchas, veces que el tener tu compañía me tranquilizó muchísimo.

Eres el cabrón más buena vibra que conozco vieja! Aunque de repente nos dimos nuestras frikeadas, hehe, me acuerdo del pinche “carnavalito” y del paseillo de la luna, de plano agarrados del chongo de vez en cuando no? Es parte del show! Jaja.

No te pierdas! Una reportadita de vez en cuando, no?

Y ya sabes que aunque chingues mucho, te espero ahí en Sonora, no en Chihuahua o sepa la chingada de donde dices que soy jajaja, pero en el NORTE al fin!!! Un beso cerotín =*


Benjamin Ryon! Explain me how is it possible that I don’t have one single photo with you!??

Anyhow, my American-Venezuelan, I’ll fuckin’ miss you!

Remember when we met? Damnit! I have so many memories with you! We met thanks to Mike, and for a long time the 3 of us were always together. I told you once that talking to you is like watching a cartoon or a comedy show. It is true.

I admire you Ben. I know you’re the kind of persons that always gets what he wants. Don’t ever stop fighting for that.

Te quiero muchísimo. Un abrazo enorme siempre, ya sabes.

And... oh my God, there’s so many friends that I would like to write to, but I’m tired and sleepy, so I’ll leave it for any other day.




lunes, 7 de julio de 2008

... If I could stop time by just making a wish ...

Just for a while and as a very special petition of friends, I’ll write in english few of my posts.

First of all, this will be a little bit funny, because my english is… hmm… TERRIBLE!... and I’m not very familiar with the writing thing, my grammar sucks and I mix tenses all the time. But please!, don’t pay any attention on that, I’m trying to make an effort here, so, don’t correct me… hehe.. I don’t really care about “fixing” my english, I’m happy by just being able to express myself…

I feel sad and happy at the same time. More sad than happy, I have to say.

Finally I’m going back home, and of course is great, ‘cause I’ll see my family, and some good friends that I left back there… but I cannot explain how does it feel to leave all that I have here in Taiwan… starting with friends.

One of them left already, before me, and… he was the very best one. Somehow I had forgotten the “missing” feeling, ‘cause you get used, somehow, after almost a year, to not see or to not be close to your relatives and special people that are faraway… But then it comes again… you begin to miss again… and it hurts twice.

I can say that, by far, here in Taipei I’ve lived the most amazing experience in my life. I have lived for more than half a year with my best friends as neighbors. All of us studying Chinese, all of us from different countries, going drinking together, traveling together, and all of us so close and so open, that… well… I can call it a real friendship.

I will miss you guys, like hell!! (hehe, I know, I love to say that, but that’s how I feel it). Hope to see you all again, somewhere around this small bubble that we live in…

And… here I am… packing… or trying to, but damnit, how come I have so much crap!

I’m leaving in 4 days… and I still can’t believe it.

jueves, 3 de julio de 2008

... Mi país queda lejos, y no sé qué ocurre en él ...

Me pasa a veces que tengo periodos en que me alejo completamente de todo lo relacionado con computadoras, internet y tecnología en general. Pero por lo general esos momentos se dan cuando hay algo más que esta captando mi atención (o tengo alguna otra forma de ocupar mi mente). Bueno, si he de ser sincera, y los que me conocen lo saben, jamás en mi perra vida he sido fanática de las computadoras, lo poco que se de su uso se lo debo tal vez (ojo: TAL VEZ) a mis clases en la escuela?? (jajajja.. ok.. no es cierto, no creo que haya aprendido mucho en mis "laboratorios de computación"); pero el caso es que derrepente, cuando es realmente necesario, recurro a ellas.

Últimamente mi mente ha estado definitivamente ocupada en muchas cosas, pero aún así me gustaría ejercitar un poquito mi cerebro con mis fumadeses en este blog (tal vez funcione para dejar de pensar tanto en cosas que duelen, o que alimentan mis estúpidos interminables estados de melancolía).

Bien dicen que una cosa lleva a la otra (va!), y amí el oscio me ha llevado a pasar parte de mi valiosísimo tiempo, navegando en el malevolo mundo de la red. Urgando entre blogs de amigos (aureliano, actualizaaaa!!!!) es como decidí dedicarle algo de tiempo al mío...

Vale, entrando en detalles, estoy a 1 semana de dejar Taiwan para regresar a mi México. He vivido aquí por casi 11 meses, y puedo decir, como mérito personal, que siento que he crecido (en tamaño jejeje) y que de alguna forma me he encontrado a mi misma.


Me pregunto ¿cómo será regresar a casa? Después de un año (un mes, una semana, un día...) todo cambia tanto!, yo misma he cambiado. Así temo un poco que la nostalgia me traicione y choque mi frente contra una pared de hierro.

Un buen amigo, conocedor de mis gustos, me regalo 2 libros de Milan Kundera (muy buenos), y si mi memoria no me traiciona, es en uno de ellos, La Ignorancia, donde el autor habla de nostalgia y de añoranza... Denle una leidíta y entenderán mi temor. (jeje, promotora de la lectura al 100!!!! xD ... como buena educadora =P)

En fin, soy una nostálgica empedernida... y temo, al volver a mi país, sentir nostalgia por todo lo que dejo aquí.

Ahora a empacar!, que me come el tiempo (como siempre!).